My Life As Tanja

This is the face of someone who needs a break. Yes I said it... I need a break. This quarantine really has got me stressed out. Yes, I know that I am not the only one, however for this moment I am saying that.. I NEED A BREAK!  A break from my kids, my fiance, my job.. everything honestly. Also, it's totally ok to say this. NOt everything is peaches and cream right now. I just feel overwhelmed and frustrated more than ever.  This is the face of someone who has depression. Sure do have this... in fact right now is probably the worst that it has been in a long time. When Keith told me that what I think is how I am when I'm depressed is how I've been behaving regularly.. well then.. its time to get some professional help. So I made an appointment with the doctor. I am happy to report that I am on a better path and should start feeling better soon.  This the face of someone who wants more out of life. Duhh! how could I not? I'm 30 years old and of course I don't feel li...

I Am A Girl With Curves  I would much rather stay that way if I am being honest. Now there is nothing wrong with a skinny chick... but I would much rather be a curve than a straight line. Do I love every part of my body? No... but I love myself.  This is not to bash someone who is thin... LORD KNOWS... once upon a time I wanted to be thin... I wanted to be like the woman in magazines and movies.. they always seem to be so confident in their body. It wasn't until I was older that I realized that they weren't and I was more confident in my body then most of them. I am not everyone's cup of tea.. and that is ok...I am just like every other woman on the planet, some days are better than others. Some day I want to be thin.. and other days I'm ok with my body.    Of course I want to be healthy... and I think that this is the great myth of plus size woman.. is that were not healthy... Maybe I am not in the best health out there.. but every day I try and make bett...